We get lost in these moments inside of our heads.
Thoughts turned to memories what he or she said.
They play like a movie,
they play till they burn.
Fuck up all emotions,
will lessons ever be learned?
So many tears,
another black hole.
Scars imprinted inside
bleeding out for my soul.
Fuck every pit 

Fuck lessons learned
Why can't peace be the stepping stone that is earned.                                          
You take what you know,
try to do what is right.
Beg for the crazy to leave
that circles your head every night.
But I get lost in these moments
that torture my soul,
with so many bruises
it's hard not to grow.
And this pain that is growth turns into this thing,
this thing I call truth that makes all the blind see.
And without this blindness it's harder to live,
Cause you see through the bullshit that most people give.
So these black holes and scars,
and bruises and pain,
they Circle and play back till you're never the same.
Never the same,
no you're never the same,
The old me is gone and I'm only to blame.
The scars they're dug deep
and all memories are stained,
need a magic eraser to erase all the pain.
Get out of the moments inside of my head.
Stay connected with the one who lies with me in bed.
And the three little angels fast asleep down the hall,
who see beautiful mommy with no scars at all.
Keep focus on this don't let my mind stray,
black and white is so hard when you've always been gray.
Just get lost in these moments and let the tears flow.
how long must I pay for the sins of my last darkest hole.
Cause each time you fall down and get buried and lost,
its not just scars from this hole
there's always a cost.
Always a cost,
Yes always a cost.
So I guess until then..
I'll just stay lost.
Lost in these moments